wensday- i mainly stayed home all day, but some shit happend on the internet. first off my friend Haileys on some damn "religous high" and fuckin went off on her bf brian all told him that "she doesnt want to french kiss him ne more cuz it could lead to bad things and that shes not sure if she wants to be with him ne more cause hes not a strong enough believer!!" and all this stupid shit, she always fuckin does this to her bf she basically rips their heart out and puts it in a blender, this is the second time shes done something like this to him, but the first time it was all about her not loving him ne more and crap like that!! i just dont get her ne more, brians like the best guy and she always just tears him down!! he could do so much better, he deserve better than that!!! so then i was talking to brian and he was all depressed and stressed out cuz he loves her and would do ne thing for her!!! so i was trying to do some consuling and trying to help out.and the thing that really sucks about the whole hailey and brian thing is that every time a couple in the group breaks up or something like that another couple breaks up too. cuz all the guys are best friends and all the girls are best friends so its ashly and ryan hailey and brian and my and zach. last time this happend when hailey and brian broke up the first time me and zach broke up alittle while later, then when me and zach got back together hailey and brian got back together. its like when one couple falls apart the whole group just breaks down along with it!! so me and ashly were talking about it on the internet after the whole thing happend and we both feel like me and zach are next, lol i was like "i give it 3 to 4 weeks" which is kinda sad if u think about it, but if it goes like it did before thats whats gonna happen. then to add on to that crap brians brother got jumped at the putt putt park, he was just sitting there and some chollo came up behind him tapped him on the shoulder and when he turned around they guy hit him in the face with a baseball bat, then all the guys friends came and started beating the shit outta him!! so brian wasnt having the best night.
friday- well friday i finally decided to get outta the house, so at 1:45 i went to ashlys house and ryan was already there. then brian called so he came over after he was done visiting his brother in the hospital. so he came over and brought his friend micheal from Hobbs with him, he was pretty damn cute too:) haha, to bad i'm not single!!! haha but ne ways then ashly and ryan were in the living room so i decided to leave them alone for a while and went in the other room and watched micheal and brian play some video games. then brian told me i sound like the girl off of clueless!!!! i was like wft no i dont!!! then talked to them for a bit. then brian and micheal had to go home to eat, but before they left we were all in the living room talking and somehow we got on the subj of this guy ryan who is known as the druggie, then brian told me i looked like a pot head and asked micheal if he thought i looked like one so everyones looking at me and then they all decided i do!!! i was NO I DONT, its so weird cuz i'm soooo straight edge!!! and ashly was all no wonder y a random person just came up to u in the mall and asked u if u wanted weed!! i was all ummm NO!!!! brian was all well u look like the kinda person who would at least try it!!! god i dont look like a pot head!!!! so then after i argued with them for a bit, we all went home to eat. then at ten we went to the movies and saw bruce almighty for the second time!! funny ass movie!! it was me ashly kelli devin micheal and brian!! it was pretty fun then we dropped everyone off and i went home.
today so far-woke up kinda early even though i woke up about three times almost about to throw up, i felt like shit!! but i woke up earliy ne ways and went running. then we went to walmart the video store the barnes and noble, got 2 books by my fav author, then went to best buy and i finally got the brand new cd after 2 weeks of having no money for it!!! then i came home, and now here i am typing away on the comp cuz i'm bored to death, but i really should get to all my chores. tomorrow the familys all going down to el paso to see my bro <ljuser=falldownagent> then sunday off to carlsbad caverns!!!